Wednesday, November 22, 2006
self-trained this morning to make up for missing training tmr. drilled myself with lots of drills, 50m each set. felt kinda good.
finally got shaun to teach me how to serve. it all went well today. i think i'm getting the hang of it already. should be able to play a proper match real soon. but my backhand still sucks. that's another thing...
in the evening, went to joshua's hse to look around since we'll be holding our senior's farewell there. his house is like... i dunno, a palace? "whoa" is an understatement. for those trackers who'll be going for seniors farewell this weekend, see it for yourself.
on my way home, there were a lot of stuff going through my mind. i was starting to wonder about a lot of things, if i'm really doing it right... but yea, i know i just have to work harder to make sure everything is ok. yltc has taught me a lot, and it's time i put wat i've learnt into good use. haha, i always tell people not think too much about things, and i always try not to think too much myself, but a moment ago i felt as if my mind was about to blow. i've gotta thank my baby cousin for rescuing me from falling deeper into the dark abyss. he came to my house today and just seeing that cute chubby fella running about in my living room brought that smile back onto my face again.
sometimes, i really need someone to just tell me that everything will go fine. thinking about it myself won't help much. sharon was right, i really need people to reassure me of what i'm doing. i've always thought that since in the end i'm always on my own, i have to make it on my own, and i'll make it.
and i was wrong...
but however, for now,
all that's in my mind now is to move forward, and be strong...
move along, move along
aaron | 9:37 PM
