Saturday, December 23, 2006
i feel like shit again... and it's like my brain is malfunctioning seriously. imformation has been flowing out like there's no tomorrow, i'm forgeting things that happen 10seconds ago. 'a' levels next year huh? how fun.
i've been trying so hard on so many things, and yet sometimes i feel so helpless, incapable of accomplishing anything, not able to understand anyone, just feeling like a complete loser... i need someone to guide me and tell what to do... i need to cry, but i know i must be strong.
am i that weak? no matter how strong i am, there's still a limit to how much i can hold on to...
anyway, message to thomas and to whom it may concern:
i'm sick and tired of reading your many posts complaining non-stop about issues or people, and using anonymous terms like 'he' and 'she'. i mean, if it's a few times i might still understand. but if you're telling me that you hate half the world around you, you jolly well walk up to whatever you're not happy with and scold the shit out of that person right in the face. you can't expect people or things to change like that get it? so bascially i don't see the point of you complaining over and over and over and over again. you'll only end up bearing the pain to yourself and making your life miserable.
am i right? if i'm wrong you can feel free scold me too. that's how it works, get it?
if my leg is broken, i'll hop to the finishing line
if the othe leg is broken, i'll crawl towards it
if my arms are broken, i'll roll towards it
if my head is chopped off, i'll stare at it
if my eyeballs are dug out, i'll curse the finishing line
no matter what, i'll do what i can, i promise.
aaron | 6:02 PM
